Stay the Course

The lounge has been kind of empty and I've been mad rushed, distracted, growing, stressed, and all the things that come with change.

I'm getting married in a little under 3 weeks yall!  I have friends that have been married for going on 10 years now and I bet they are like FINALLY.  A crazy thing happens when you get married. Better yet a crazy thing is happening to me. I'm figuring out who I am again. I'm figuring out who I am because I'm on the heels of having uprooted myself from a place I have been so familiar with.  I'm still getting settled with life where I am and having to face the fact that there are more things that I don't like than that I do.  I'm not complaining, I'm just reflecting.

Love, loving someone has been a challenge.  How is it something that we are created to do can be something that when all the glitter is gone and then put under a microscope can feel like the most unnatural thing when you try to love in a way that meets the other person's needs more than your own.  It's like all I do is complain.

I'm really looking to view my world, or the world around me in this corner of the globe as more positive. Bottom line is I'm being stretched. Although some great things have happened, coping with the nuances has really rocked my foundation.  I'm walking through steadily.

In this season of life, I'm learning to do my best to hold on and stay with the course.





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