Stay the Course
The lounge has been kind of empty and I've been mad rushed, distracted, growing, stressed, and all the things that come with change. I'm getting married in a little under 3 weeks yall! I have friends that have been married for going on 10 years now and I bet they are like FINALLY. A crazy thing happens when you get married. Better yet a crazy thing is happening to me. I'm figuring out who I am again. I'm figuring out who I am because I'm on the heels of having uprooted myself from a place I have been so familiar with. I'm still getting settled with life where I am and having to face the fact that there are more things that I don't like than that I do. I'm not complaining, I'm just reflecting. Love, loving someone has been a challenge. How is it something that we are created to do can be something that when all the glitter is gone and then put under a microscope can feel like the most unnatural thing when you try to love in a way that meets t